Happie Belated to myself ^^Wow the 1st time i celebrated my bdae in teepee....its really something to rmb. On 15 sept, JSXP training camp, after 5.30, i went straight down to E2 too see if theres anything i can help out cos colin said gt stage need to carry for mass dance use. But when i see him he ask me to go to LT26 cos it was song teaching then. So i abit sian sian go LT cos gt nothing for me to do, then colin was teaching the song. then teach teach for sometime, suddenly lights off then they started singing "happy birthday" then i was lyk frantically looking around to see who so coincidently oso same bdae as me. Next moment i saw Zhan Xiong wif the cake walking towards me then i was lyk....OMG...
I noe they all will be planning something evil but i din expect it to be IN FRONT OF THE LT....omfg!!!!! aiya pamela tooh came a little bit late if not she will be there oso...
But i really want to thank COLIN cos i noe its him who planned it. It was really memorable...will update the fotos next time :)
Then in the night when samantha came to clubrm to slp...omg she made a card and a bookmark ^^ the book mark had my name made of wax !!!! really lyked it alot alot...
Then earlier in the afternoon when i had meeting, after the meeting we were suppose to each contribute 30 bucks for the debt. So i had to go withdraw $ b4 going to lunch with the main coms. Then after drawing $, i went back to clubrm seeing Mon standing outside, and the room is dark so i went in to see if every1 were ready to go...then OMG kai hoe walked out of the inner room wif a cake OMG!!!!! was touched ...really thank u main coms :)
This years bday is the most meaningful one i can sae...of all these 19 years. Its not about gifts or KTV or food anymore....it really about the people. A simple card with words of the heart its better than a ipod touch. I would change my most precious possesions with these words from the heart of my beloved friends. Too bad besties were busy and tired for the camp. Else a talk over a cup of teh tarik would have been the best...
Hey tooh, noe u are serving ur sip MANY months earlier. Sometimes we might have different views and opinion about matters but really,ST might be a gd experience. Since u are already in it, then take the best out of it. Its not lyk u are not in SG that u cant meet him up. I noe its difficult, but pull this one through and everything will be alright. I guess i wun get to see you so soon again, but maybe tts how friendship grows...take care of urself k? and ask sharir to take care of u hahaha i give u all my luck for the next four months *********** :)
Hey Mr PWM colin, thank u for the MANY MANY happie bdaes. No one else was in lab tt day when i saw those wishes. But if u were there u sure laugh de lor...cos i was laughing to myself HAHAHA...and i also wan to thank you for friday. If u are numb by it already then i guess i cant help much....its jus lyk me tt time. What i really appreciated is tt u called and said u wanted to talk...wanting to share ur problem. I could really FEEL the friendship grow. I noe u are sad for the ST thing, yes its a hurdle. But once u overcome it, the relationship gets stronger.
Really happie, yet sad. Left wif only less than half a yr, and we're gonna leave this campus. I dunno wad will happen at tt time. Hw can i survive. Sometimes i ask myself why am i BLESSED wif such responsibility, such torture of the mind tt a normal teenager shouldn have. Yes its painful but y, why cant i jus show it and ask for pitiness? I can cry, but y cant i cry in front of evey1 else. Heaven is unfair, but somehow, these short comings are complemented by other things in life....for exapmle, besties.