my enemy is back---flu. I seriously hate flu, makes my life horrible. Especially during Lab time when doing soldering. Already not enough hands to get tools n wire then nw haf to waste one hand on holding tissue to my nose. COS IT KEEPS RUNNING.... hahaha...last nite din slp well again cos sort of fall aslp at 9+ then woke up at 12.30am thinking its morning already to prepare to go sch. Think about it again....ya arh....its morning also wad.hahaha ok lame. then sort of memory loss. din noe wad i was doing b4 falling aslp....slowly then it came back...SOOOOO scaryyyyyy la.....to haf "memory loss". the staff apartment request had been approved...meaning the 6 of us will be living together!!!....(also meaning the arrival of another crisis)...actually i thot it was liddat but it happened to be 3 per apartment. and is 2 to 1 rm and 1 to another one. Abit weird la cos i thot it was 6 to one apartment then easier mah. Another out of expected things was that sat and sun still haf to train...haiz training getting more n more stressful as there are more and more things coming in....which i cant finish cos i really damned slow. then club stuffs really all in a mess n i really dun haf the time to sort everything out. but yeah for u guys i will always put on the smile :) and tks for the char siew bao 2dae!!!!!! ps: another quote from a song-Everyday "once in a lifetime, means theres no second chance. So i believe that you and me, should grab it while we can...."
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through it all
You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cuz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you
ok i dunno wads going on but everythings not going the right way. Somehow, the people, the things all are happening the way it shouldn't be. im wondering if im me, or jus being who i want to be. Either way, no one will know cos even i myself don't. There are alot of things that i really cannot decide for myself yet there are some i standby my obstinate decision. Nt tt anyone can change me easily, or decide for me. For thsoe things that i really cant make a decision, i will leave it undecided. In case its a wrong one. OK this is a stupid post cos while typing im super drowsy. Jus wanted to say something yet dunno how to phrase. Guess it can jus be kept inside...too bad folks
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Saturday, May 17, 2008
Last nite after Mp/sip clock out, actually wanted to leave with pam n colin to orchard road for party world. But they have meeting so waited for them...and thus we left after tt. The park hotel party world is always not crowded de but dunno why last nite so damn full until we gt no rm. If wan to sing have to pay the weekend price to get the bigger rm. SOBZ! then dun wan lor cos so ex so we end up going cineleisure wanting to eat pastamania. But AGAIN the queue is so longggggggg...we ended up eating the HK cafe where all 3 of us almost ate the same thing. While eating alot funny funny thing happened la, lyk wad temasek graveyard, askiing the waiter if we could make an order "what if the waiter says cannot??" HAHAHAHA.... last nite was really a happie day for me n i hope for the two of them cos me n the BESTIES (tts wad pam calls it) finally went out HAHAHA really really very happie although tired after tt morning n afternoons mock comp. ok dun wanna tok about tt....
there was once a living object called "heart", it was very wary about anyone that passes its vincinity however, "A" manage to penetrate into "heart" and also made it lived comfortable with it. As "A" went deeper, "B" and "C" was also allowed into "heart". "B" and "C" moved together and knew about "A" prescence and one day, both noticed that "heart" had a cut real deep inside it done by "A" and "A" was banished out of the territory. "B" and "C" healed the wound from the inside and from then on, "heart" was once again wary about passerbys at its vincinity especially "A"....
Pam and Colin arhhh.....nw im lyk the one feeling bad lor.... this is for both of you ^^
Colin- He's lyk the most caring guy i've ever seen...especially to pam lor...tts y they scandal wad. but he also bought me lozenges when i was having sore throat ^^. hahaha. me and him is sort of alike in character and thinking. Ya la lyk u said, same drink same jk flip flops same method of doing question. But gt one thing diff....i not as gay HAHAHA...jk la. Colin always lyks to tease me in lab but hahaha....he's lyk the laugh maker in the room. When he is "0". The room is "0". When he is "1". The room is "1". But dun force yourself to do it when u dun feel lyk it. It hurts.
Pamela- I noe pam since oso dunno when la...but pam is always the one that will keep worrying bout both of us. Don't worry la, both of us are fine de...pam r i oso dunno hw to describe. She is the one tt can stand hungry and make sure her friends are properly fed tt kind. Jus lyk mtc n during life, even if she is super busy with her own stuff, she will still try to help her friends. She is abit lyk colin, cos colin's like this too. She even bought stuff for both of us la then ask we 2 go collect. At 1st both of us still wondering wad happen sia....hahaha....in the end....SO SWEET hahaha
these 2 ppl here, they are lyk gifts from heaven at this correct moment. You 2 are there at my darkest times, when i was stress bout camps, worried bout participation , and the ya...other stuffs. I think wad we are nw is lyk...we live on each other. If one day any1 one of the 3 is not there, i cant imagine that. Its not like both of you haf nth to worry about. you guys haf lyk one thousand n one things to worry about yet, u all still made it a point to make sure that every1's fine. If pam says she dun deserve me n colin, then i really cant think of hw to describe i dun deserve both of u. But 3 of us are together bcos it was meant to be. lets not talk about who deserves who. Cos...haiz....me n colin already yr3. Its very very soon that we haf to leave tp and go on. I really really hope that the bond remains lyk wad we are now and never fade away. Really afraid that time will jus wash off wadeva we have now. i wan u 2 to noe that hw impt u guys are in my life and it will nv be complete w/o u 2. the post u guys wrote really meant alot to me...in fact too much. touched.....i kept reading them for dunno hw many times. Whateva tts going thru in my mind, i cant put it into words. really thank you for everything...thank you!
if i were to update everything from the last post till now, i think it would take days for me to type (of cos excluding tt stupid last post). Anyway, since E-guides training camp, i've been through Mentors training camp and week 0 orientation as EnthuzeeX previously known as Diploma heads. MTC was fun although there were waves and tides that made the whole department so bonded and also when i know really gd frens lyk jel n pamela. Of cos not forgetting pam's scandal Colin. hahaha. week 0 was super stress but super fun, if can can change time, i will chose to be back at week 0 but well~ i really enjoy the present and what i have. sometimes it may be gd enough to return and make it up but sometimes its jus too late.. "Its Too Late To Apologize...Its Too Late....."
hahaha...well lets not talk about this. i dun see jel much but pam n colin.....really best sia i din look for flu but it sort of found me and i was coughing, yesterday both of them bought the "jin du nian zi an chuan pei pi pa run hou tang " aka nin jiom candy for me....SO SWEET LA then today pam bought me the woods logenzes and colin toblerone..oops..haha
I think i really grown alot since that 2 events and these guys really made my day. about tt thing....ok i cant read sms can.....but i almost tear-ed when i imagined wad was in tt msg.
oh ya forgot bout my own orientation, although the 2.1 MET orientation abit chui cos day 1 participant 14, n day 2 ,2. but everyone had fun. then the freshies batch not bad la...gt almost 50 participants and somemore gt FAs. really thank all the FAs and of cos the EX and other helpers that came. really dunno wad to say for our departments sia., some of them even had event during day 2, day 1 oso can come help, is really cool. then some, or one, drop by to have a look one day 1 and came back on day 2. one more lagi best, sick still come help me provide log items.....i really dunno wad to say but i think a big thank from my deepest heart will nt even be enough. so...until next time then....
GUYS...ITS LYK....FINALLY..... this blog has revived hahahaha....and for that 2 that wants to see...there u go. hahaha well, i jus finshed changing the html of the blogskin and miraclously i did it...cos im some comp idiot LOL and then...i found out that i havent blog since lyk...FIVE MNTHS!!!!! last event i blogged was ETC and GPS......from then till nw there is lyk.....180 degree change in me...MY GOSH but....this post is jus something to revive the blog hahaha...i'll start posting next time. lots to say maybe.....or it cant be put into words. so ...until next time ^^
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