Saturday, September 20, 2008
PHOTOS!!!!!!

So many ppl!!
MY COLIN~~~ hahaha
bestie tooh!!!
sam ^.^
I think im really super lucky, to have known this bunch of CRAZY yet the best bunch of pals.
Of cos, in addition to my super besties ^^
i want to be optimistic from now on.
no matter how many years later, i believe this bond will never change.
But do not take it for granted tt it will remain the same,
it requires effort and heart to maintain it....
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Happie Belated to myself ^^Wow the 1st time i celebrated my bdae in teepee....its really something to rmb. On 15 sept, JSXP training camp, after 5.30, i went straight down to E2 too see if theres anything i can help out cos colin said gt stage need to carry for mass dance use. But when i see him he ask me to go to LT26 cos it was song teaching then. So i abit sian sian go LT cos gt nothing for me to do, then colin was teaching the song. then teach teach for sometime, suddenly lights off then they started singing "happy birthday" then i was lyk frantically looking around to see who so coincidently oso same bdae as me. Next moment i saw Zhan Xiong wif the cake walking towards me then i was lyk....OMG...
I noe they all will be planning something evil but i din expect it to be IN FRONT OF THE LT....omfg!!!!! aiya pamela tooh came a little bit late if not she will be there oso...
But i really want to thank COLIN cos i noe its him who planned it. It was really memorable...will update the fotos next time :)
Then in the night when samantha came to clubrm to slp...omg she made a card and a bookmark ^^ the book mark had my name made of wax !!!! really lyked it alot alot...
Then earlier in the afternoon when i had meeting, after the meeting we were suppose to each contribute 30 bucks for the debt. So i had to go withdraw $ b4 going to lunch with the main coms. Then after drawing $, i went back to clubrm seeing Mon standing outside, and the room is dark so i went in to see if every1 were ready to go...then OMG kai hoe walked out of the inner room wif a cake OMG!!!!! was touched ...really thank u main coms :)
This years bday is the most meaningful one i can sae...of all these 19 years. Its not about gifts or KTV or food anymore....it really about the people. A simple card with words of the heart its better than a ipod touch. I would change my most precious possesions with these words from the heart of my beloved friends. Too bad besties were busy and tired for the camp. Else a talk over a cup of teh tarik would have been the best...
Hey tooh, noe u are serving ur sip MANY months earlier. Sometimes we might have different views and opinion about matters but really,ST might be a gd experience. Since u are already in it, then take the best out of it. Its not lyk u are not in SG that u cant meet him up. I noe its difficult, but pull this one through and everything will be alright. I guess i wun get to see you so soon again, but maybe tts how friendship grows...take care of urself k? and ask sharir to take care of u hahaha i give u all my luck for the next four months *********** :)
Hey Mr PWM colin, thank u for the MANY MANY happie bdaes. No one else was in lab tt day when i saw those wishes. But if u were there u sure laugh de lor...cos i was laughing to myself HAHAHA...and i also wan to thank you for friday. If u are numb by it already then i guess i cant help much....its jus lyk me tt time. What i really appreciated is tt u called and said u wanted to talk...wanting to share ur problem. I could really FEEL the friendship grow. I noe u are sad for the ST thing, yes its a hurdle. But once u overcome it, the relationship gets stronger.
Really happie, yet sad. Left wif only less than half a yr, and we're gonna leave this campus. I dunno wad will happen at tt time. Hw can i survive. Sometimes i ask myself why am i BLESSED wif such responsibility, such torture of the mind tt a normal teenager shouldn have. Yes its painful but y, why cant i jus show it and ask for pitiness? I can cry, but y cant i cry in front of evey1 else. Heaven is unfair, but somehow, these short comings are complemented by other things in life....for exapmle, besties.
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Thanx for being so concerned besties but i will be ok and i hope the club will be ok....Thank you colin for tt foto wif tt bestie caption....wah felt so recognized la hahaha....really thank you
lets jus hope tml will be better .....
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Accompanied Colin to TM jus now and actually wanted to have dinner over there. But suddenly felt nauseous so ya came home and now im half a dying person. Actually thot of tml dun go to sch but i noe i tml sure recover and still gt the briefing somemore....hahahaat clubrm and when travelling to tamp we chat again....haha lyk very long nv really sit down and TALK liao.....i always enjoy TALKing to besties
saw pamela and peng at bus stop too....TML RESULTS COME OUT LIAO
ok im going to bed if not i'll be a full dead person HAHA.....
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Monday, September 1, 2008
last friday was a meeting to finalise subcom camp stuff that falls on this tuesday. guess wad, program flow not confirmed, game details not set, gps points not taken, food not ordered, logistics not bought, racky at sentosa not done, wet weather back up not out. Very gd, even gt one main com went to tell the others that one of events he helped in, the seal point not keyed in and bcos of this he is considering to quit the main com...WELL DONE MAN GUYS!
really not in the mood to be celebrating anything even though we've gotten the staff apartment once again and will be moving in 25th sept. anyway, HAPPY BDAE SAM! ...
tml is the refresher liao, 1st time i soooo not looking forward to a camp. Last times camp even if there were hurdles and difficulties, there was col n pam to tok to. Cant imagine hw am i suppose to survive for the next 4 days. Even up till nw i havent go pack my stuff for the camp, can see my eagerness for the camp rite -.-
But nvm, life still goes on. Its not lyk the 1st time i've encountered difficulties.
I more and more lyk my lab life. Everyday if fun making fun of each other. Ties gets closer. I do regret but to say this, bonding to me only goes out for 3 ppl in the lab. zhan xiong, wen wei and kia wei. Colin already super bestie still bond wad shit, zha da pi gu la....HAHAHA...
so me n colin tag team, zx and kw tag team we bond each other up....ww refree LOL!!!
but aiya, i sometimes feel very guilty about wad i can do for them. i will nv forget this quote, "normal frenz follows the crowd, best frenz follow you" aiya u muz be in my shoes to understand the difficulties.
really looking forward to the staff apartments....
hope can get back the same place, the same char bor smell....
ok back to my sian-sation...at least gt tok abit to pam n colin 2dae.
back to my pencil........
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