oh yah...so many weeks have passed. There were the happie times during the apartment stay. 3 weeks this time round....was really glad tt i had a chance to stay with them even im not in the competition. So much things had changed this time round....so much awkwardness that was created through misunderstanding. Very happie yes, but sometimes sad too. Maybe i've changed too much from the me last time. comes the competition. was there not to do nothing, but to support. 1st day, i noe is really a hard time for bestie, i can understand the feeling...
day 2 and 3 was a aftermath of the 1st. i guess its all predestined, yes its unfair, tts wad heaven always is. we always say 70% is by humans hardwork, the rest of 30% is up to heavens will.
closing ceremony, u keep saying u dun haf a chance, deep down u really wanted a miracle to happen, it hurts to say tt. Its already an honour to be in the finals, yes of cos medal is impt. Think about ppl hu dun even haf a chance to fight for it.
U being happie is more impt. eg. if u need me im always there, if u think tt seeing me makes u unhappie, i disappear.
Lyk u say, we want to noe wad happened........
Getting more tired about sch. Club matters really pilling up. Tml's gps for secondary sch students, havent even plan properly. Helpers strain. But nvm, already numb, cant feel any fear or stress. Jus wan to finish it and tts it. Although its my fruit, but when its numb, its numb. Cant put more emotions into it. Lets jus hope everything will turn out well.
Nice toking to cassandra...
Congrats kia wei...
