gReG's bEaUtIfUL LiFe

2009-08-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

So much has happened
So much time has passed
If I get to chose, I would want everything to stay where it was one and a half years ago
But then, I cannot reverse time
I can only blame myself for what I've done and no one else
I can't do anything because I don't know what to do
I'm trying my best, yet it seems not enough
There are somethings where no matter what is done, it can't be helped
The barrier was created, and I'm trying my best to remove it
When too much of it is removed at one time, we feel insecure, thats when the barrier forms up again
Theres so many people I owe
and so many people i want to make it up to them
It seems no point saying all these now, as, its too late
Finally, I miss those old days in apartment

2009-01-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

Today was somehow a weird day for me. Part of me felt happie, yet the other part felt utter sadness. I was happie cos FINALLY~~ and really FINALLY~~~!! Hariadi is back from Sydney to visit his friends in SG!! yet he is leaving tomorrow and i cant send him off.
Met up with him at bugis and since he's craving for SG bak kut teh, we went to the super nice one at rochor centre. after which we catch up with each other in STARBUCKS!!! :) we sat there chatting about each others life for about 3 hours?..or more?? and i think i saw colin's sec sch friend in that cafe...
I noe u hate to be in Aus, and want to be here...although we dun see each other much, but u are 1 of the impt ppl in my life. really really sad that you haf to leave so fast and that all i can give u is 4 hrs while u travel all the way cross country. Do come back on chinese new year ok? Msn often.. You are always missed... Take care...Bon Voyage...

2009-01-01T23:49:00.005+08:00

HAPPIE NEW YEAR!!!!!
GD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND OF COS BESTIES ^^

XMAS

2008-12-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPIE SUPER BELATED XMAS !!!
spent xmas eve wif sammy in Orchard Road. We turn lyk rounds and rounds then finally get to where we wanna go. Bought twilight tickets at Lido then ate baked rice at NYDC...WOOTS. Its lyk super nice la!....the drinks there rocks man....I had king tut's and sammy had this sorbet thing that was...SUPER NICE!
after that walked around orchard and sammy bought xmas gifts from chomel for her cousins. ^^
and of cos....TWILIGHT!
oh my effing god....im so damned envious of EDWARD CULLEN!...can i be in the cullen family?
The most funny thing is sammy forgot to bring the cookies she baked for me!
So on xmas day, i went meet sammy 1st to get the nice nice cookies before meeting the lab peeps at city hall...apparently bestie colin wasnt free on that day. Loither around suntec and marina sq.
had cafe cartel for lunch then seriously jus WALKED around the malls. AS FOR DINNER, IM SO DAMNED PISSED OFF WITH THE PLACE WE WERE EATING!!! its lyk hello, its supposed to be IN suntec with all those nice nice eataries around the fountain of wealth. and i tell u, inside the shop is so damn damn hot and the service is lyk SHIT! I SWEAR TO NV GO THERE TO EAT AGAIN!
ok after that...erm actually i oso forgotten wad we did. the only thing i could rmb was we were drinking at starbucks until lyk close to 12 midnight. ok, i seriously can't rmb even after thinking for 10 mins while writing this post.
I've got so many wishes that i hope can come true this xmas....but deep down...i noe that theres one that i really want it ....and i want it sooo much.

2008-11-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

School work have been pilling up lyk no ones business. So many things to do. Well, thats what i chose isn't it? To get as busy as possible hahaha. theres CCOM n MCOM reports. So cool la i chiong the CCOM report jus for MR LOW in lyk 6 hrs ( excluding the little and not enough slp i had). Did 3 quens for higher maths b4 i went to bed tt night of chioning, it was horrible man HORRIBLE and i did wrongly somemore. Went up to the board to do it during the tut lesson. Did it wrongly 2 times on the board, make until Mr Fu oso wan to noe me liao....shit kena mark down.
Then todays MCOM report draft, i din even typed a single word cos last nite was totally too tired. Instead of doing it, i went to slp, and not enough slp 2dae somemore. Nw im already lyk half dead.

Dear Wss peeps, im sorry that i can't go to lab as often anymore. Even if i visit there its only a while. I think i let u all down cos i noe u all want 6 of us to be able to stay in lab as often even after the competition. But for some reasons...i'll try ok?

Dear BB maincomms, these few weeks i really enjoyed everyone's company. The club had life more than any batches. Its the ideal club i ever wanted to be in. really wanna thank you all. I will be graduating soon, the yr 3 maincomms too. I will really miss all of u and the club. the sofa we always sit on, the floor we always sleep on, the computer that we always snatch, and the door we always close to prevent outside to hear our talk. Ganbatte ppl...love u all.

Dear LQ, so cool to have u as a fren. Always blushing and "shy" HAHAHA. I guess u learnt alot since u 1st came into the club. I find u easy to talk to cos u have an exact same situation as mine. Too alike man. But u very bad la always bully me HAHAHA....omg it sounded so wrong :) TONNING TML!

Dear cass, i noe u haf alot of problems...u problematic gal. But dun depend too much, sometimes hurts are meant to keep within ourselves to remind us not to make the same mistakes again. Maybe we haf different character thats y we think differently. What i think is, we shouldn't push away ppl who are nice to us. They make it a point to care about you, even if cannot be couple, brotherly sisterly freindship jus lyk urs and mine oso very good wad. Rmb wad i said, dun do until lian frenz oso cannot be, then that one sad case liao. jia you k?

Dear JK, havent been contacting u for very long. How are you? sorry that when u always look for me for meals and all those things, i dun haf time. really very very busy, so sorry. Gt time we go eat a gd once then start bithching about gabriel and ur GF ok? HAHAHA....:)

Dear Sammy, really thank you for all those times that u accompanied me when i was down. The airport talks, watching the airplanes. If it wasn't been for you, i wouldnt know we could watch planes that CLOSE. its omg la. Thank you for finding time even when u are really busy. I noe im a super block head, but really enjoyed the time wif u, even if its jus normal meals.
Im sure u can go thru this sem and improve ur grades. Work towards your goal...JIA YOU!

Dear Col and Pam, everyday there are alot of things changing. These times that passed, many things changed. But there ONE thing that will NEVER CHANGE.
you guys will ALWAYS be my BESTIES. that something that will nv change and i want u all to noe it.

yeah tml tonning in sch and saturday WILD WILD WET. hope can use this chance to forget ALL the STRESS and SADNESS WOOTS!

2nd week of sch

2008-10-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

oh yah...so many weeks have passed. There were the happie times during the apartment stay. 3 weeks this time round....was really glad tt i had a chance to stay with them even im not in the competition. So much things had changed this time round....so much awkwardness that was created through misunderstanding. Very happie yes, but sometimes sad too. Maybe i've changed too much from the me last time.

comes the competition. was there not to do nothing, but to support. 1st day, i noe is really a hard time for bestie, i can understand the feeling...

day 2 and 3 was a aftermath of the 1st. i guess its all predestined, yes its unfair, tts wad heaven always is. we always say 70% is by humans hardwork, the rest of 30% is up to heavens will.

closing ceremony, u keep saying u dun haf a chance, deep down u really wanted a miracle to happen, it hurts to say tt. Its already an honour to be in the finals, yes of cos medal is impt. Think about ppl hu dun even haf a chance to fight for it.

U being happie is more impt. eg. if u need me im always there, if u think tt seeing me makes u unhappie, i disappear.

Lyk u say, we want to noe wad happened........

Getting more tired about sch. Club matters really pilling up. Tml's gps for secondary sch students, havent even plan properly. Helpers strain. But nvm, already numb, cant feel any fear or stress. Jus wan to finish it and tts it. Although its my fruit, but when its numb, its numb. Cant put more emotions into it. Lets jus hope everything will turn out well.

Nice toking to cassandra...

Congrats kia wei...

so long...

2008-10-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

wow...its been a long time tt has passed...
- tired
- disappointed
- busy
- stressful
- there were happy times...nw it seems tt these little happies times is sooooo very impt to me as its so scarce.
- slpy
nxt time.......

2008-09-20T12:06:00.007+08:00

PHOTOS!!!!!!

So many ppl!!

MY COLIN~~~ hahaha

bestie tooh!!!

sam ^.^

I think im really super lucky, to have known this bunch of CRAZY yet the best bunch of pals.

Of cos, in addition to my super besties ^^

i want to be optimistic from now on.

no matter how many years later, i believe this bond will never change.

But do not take it for granted tt it will remain the same,

it requires effort and heart to maintain it....

2008-09-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

Happie Belated to myself ^^

Wow the 1st time i celebrated my bdae in teepee....its really something to rmb. On 15 sept, JSXP training camp, after 5.30, i went straight down to E2 too see if theres anything i can help out cos colin said gt stage need to carry for mass dance use. But when i see him he ask me to go to LT26 cos it was song teaching then. So i abit sian sian go LT cos gt nothing for me to do, then colin was teaching the song. then teach teach for sometime, suddenly lights off then they started singing "happy birthday" then i was lyk frantically looking around to see who so coincidently oso same bdae as me. Next moment i saw Zhan Xiong wif the cake walking towards me then i was lyk....OMG...

I noe they all will be planning something evil but i din expect it to be IN FRONT OF THE LT....omfg!!!!! aiya pamela tooh came a little bit late if not she will be there oso...

But i really want to thank COLIN cos i noe its him who planned it. It was really memorable...will update the fotos next time :)

Then in the night when samantha came to clubrm to slp...omg she made a card and a bookmark ^^ the book mark had my name made of wax !!!! really lyked it alot alot...

Then earlier in the afternoon when i had meeting, after the meeting we were suppose to each contribute 30 bucks for the debt. So i had to go withdraw $ b4 going to lunch with the main coms. Then after drawing $, i went back to clubrm seeing Mon standing outside, and the room is dark so i went in to see if every1 were ready to go...then OMG kai hoe walked out of the inner room wif a cake OMG!!!!! was touched ...really thank u main coms :)

This years bday is the most meaningful one i can sae...of all these 19 years. Its not about gifts or KTV or food anymore....it really about the people. A simple card with words of the heart its better than a ipod touch. I would change my most precious possesions with these words from the heart of my beloved friends. Too bad besties were busy and tired for the camp. Else a talk over a cup of teh tarik would have been the best...

Hey tooh, noe u are serving ur sip MANY months earlier. Sometimes we might have different views and opinion about matters but really,ST might be a gd experience. Since u are already in it, then take the best out of it. Its not lyk u are not in SG that u cant meet him up. I noe its difficult, but pull this one through and everything will be alright. I guess i wun get to see you so soon again, but maybe tts how friendship grows...take care of urself k? and ask sharir to take care of u hahaha i give u all my luck for the next four months *********** :)

Hey Mr PWM colin, thank u for the MANY MANY happie bdaes. No one else was in lab tt day when i saw those wishes. But if u were there u sure laugh de lor...cos i was laughing to myself HAHAHA...and i also wan to thank you for friday. If u are numb by it already then i guess i cant help much....its jus lyk me tt time. What i really appreciated is tt u called and said u wanted to talk...wanting to share ur problem. I could really FEEL the friendship grow. I noe u are sad for the ST thing, yes its a hurdle. But once u overcome it, the relationship gets stronger.

Really happie, yet sad. Left wif only less than half a yr, and we're gonna leave this campus. I dunno wad will happen at tt time. Hw can i survive. Sometimes i ask myself why am i BLESSED wif such responsibility, such torture of the mind tt a normal teenager shouldn have. Yes its painful but y, why cant i jus show it and ask for pitiness? I can cry, but y cant i cry in front of evey1 else. Heaven is unfair, but somehow, these short comings are complemented by other things in life....for exapmle, besties.

2008-09-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

Thanx for being so concerned besties but i will be ok and i hope the club will be ok....

Thank you colin for tt foto wif tt bestie caption....wah felt so recognized la hahaha....really thank you

lets jus hope tml will be better .....

2008-09-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

Accompanied Colin to TM jus now and actually wanted to have dinner over there. But suddenly felt nauseous so ya came home and now im half a dying person. Actually thot of tml dun go to sch but i noe i tml sure recover and still gt the briefing somemore....hahaha

at clubrm and when travelling to tamp we chat again....haha lyk very long nv really sit down and TALK liao.....i always enjoy TALKing to besties

saw pamela and peng at bus stop too....TML RESULTS COME OUT LIAO

ok im going to bed if not i'll be a full dead person HAHA.....

2008-09-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

last friday was a meeting to finalise subcom camp stuff that falls on this tuesday. guess wad, program flow not confirmed, game details not set, gps points not taken, food not ordered, logistics not bought, racky at sentosa not done, wet weather back up not out. Very gd, even gt one main com went to tell the others that one of events he helped in, the seal point not keyed in and bcos of this he is considering to quit the main com...WELL DONE MAN GUYS!

really not in the mood to be celebrating anything even though we've gotten the staff apartment once again and will be moving in 25th sept. anyway, HAPPY BDAE SAM! ...

tml is the refresher liao, 1st time i soooo not looking forward to a camp. Last times camp even if there were hurdles and difficulties, there was col n pam to tok to. Cant imagine hw am i suppose to survive for the next 4 days. Even up till nw i havent go pack my stuff for the camp, can see my eagerness for the camp rite -.-

But nvm, life still goes on. Its not lyk the 1st time i've encountered difficulties.

I more and more lyk my lab life. Everyday if fun making fun of each other. Ties gets closer. I do regret but to say this, bonding to me only goes out for 3 ppl in the lab. zhan xiong, wen wei and kia wei. Colin already super bestie still bond wad shit, zha da pi gu la....HAHAHA...

so me n colin tag team, zx and kw tag team we bond each other up....ww refree LOL!!!

but aiya, i sometimes feel very guilty about wad i can do for them. i will nv forget this quote, "normal frenz follows the crowd, best frenz follow you" aiya u muz be in my shoes to understand the difficulties.

really looking forward to the staff apartments....

hope can get back the same place, the same char bor smell....

ok back to my sian-sation...at least gt tok abit to pam n colin 2dae.

back to my pencil........

2008-08-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

wow yesterday was foodhunt for E2 ^^......super super tiring but fun. Actually was supposed to be station master aka SM for the event at Kallang Leisure Park with bestie pamela and samantha. But then seems that one of the Mobile Officer aka MO can't make it so i was changed to be MO. At 1st i din really quite lyk the idea but cos since its helping out, then i think should help wherever im needed :) But was still uneasy bout it cos afraid will be assigned to a group which i dunno any1, or worse still to a grp where theres some1 i dun lyk....

but lucky la, the grp i gt was from SME consisting of PENG aka colin clone....brainer, whom i noe from week 0, and also gt to noe 2 new guys from sme tts Shamir, SME's p and Marcus.

Had fun the whole day and was eating the whole day. But at the end ofthe day still very very hungry cos we shared the food throughout and did not haf any proper meal.

We were lyk the last grp to reach the ending point at clark quay but wad i was proud of is tt our grp managed to eat EVERY bonus food assigned which no other grps did...WOOTS.....i noe this cos only our grp ate soup tulang at beach road which no other grp ate and which totally disgusted colin HAHAHA.....i dun dare to eat oso...HAHAHA

the after tt went to eat dinner + supper wif wai ang, samuel, samantha and belvin wif gang. walk walk walk until at bugis then finally gt fd to eat. Too bad cant go eat wif Colin Pam Zx. But nvm, theres always next time ^^

Last nite's slp was almost the best these few months cos was really so tired tt i din even haf enough strength for the brain to rmb wad dreams i had. No recollection of wad happened 5mins b4 i slp HAHAHA...until the moment i woke up.

tml's monday again....haiz....maybe should really treasure everyday we haf now. Its not long b4 we are going separate paths. When the time comes, wad will i be feeling. Emotion is a very complicated thing. Its not able to be determined logically by wad should we be feeling, so when im SUPPOSED to be happy i might be feeling sad....when im SUPPOSED to be feeling sad i feel happy?.....theres no such thing as supposed to feel wad cos its wad our hearts gives us....and tts the golden truth. its jus whether we wanna face it up to the truth anot.

pam jel and samantha....gd luck for study week....CHIONG ARH! :)

2008-08-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

thot i should post this....

well yesterday was National Day (Happie bdae singapore...happie bdae han zong!!)... went out wif sam. It was very nice of her to agree to go watch the air show and fireworks together at marina sq. Although it rained abit and sort of destroyed a little, but other wise was quite nice. The air show was beautiful, the fireworks din let the audience down.

Lots of luck yesterday hahaha....manage to see the air craft flying over once we walked out if the mall from eating anderson's. Then as we move forward into the crowd, there was a little fireworks to let us noe where is a gd spot for the finale. But then towards the end we missed the one final small part cos we already walking towards the exit.

was sooo crowded....and sweaty...hahaha

it was a day to rmb 090808

friends are forever....

2008-08-05T00:22:00.003+08:00

Last nite's emotion was complicated. Im not some1 who can cry tt easily, although dropping tears happens often; i don't show it. After reading that post, it got me.....
During the stay at the apartment, it made me felt that i had a brother, a same age grp brother that i can make fun and quarrel with. That nite, when u couldnt even walk in a straight line, i din noe wad happened to me but i gt really angry. I was sorry that i even gave a face to the others. What made me angry wasn't the fact tt u almost got us in trouble or anything. It was that, why are u doing this to urself ? I was angry with myself that i can't do anything and allowed you to resort to this method to numb youself.
i think sometimes im too insensitive yet sometimes over sensitive. But i always realise it after the error had been made.
It came the announcing of the results. I was prepared for the worst although i noe i might not be able to take it. When i saw his tears, i noe wad he was thinking. I was really happy for him yet sad that i cannot continue together...but the greatest thing that happened was tt hug. It replaced every word, every sentence. It was my pillar tt made me go on till this day. It made me realise that i truely haf a fren tt can make me forget all sadness and be happy for him...tt i haf a fren that becomes sad even though he was the top of the competition. That was the time i felt real friendship in the air...even mr low could feel it.
There comes subcom camp...which was the deepest valley. Having a couple best frens is not easy i guess. What i felt was losing 2 besties at once...not a gd feeling. But its one example tt i was over sensitive (maybe?) i still haf my 2 besties now, and my frienship towards them its not what u can think of.
to last nite. although i said i din wan to hear tt sorry, but it meant everything. the weeks that we were not talking, i seriously thot i did something wrong, and i still think so. He said he was hurt over what i said during the 1st week when we returned for traning. But tt sentence really made me.....
i din even dare to tok to pam for week....then slowly, conversation became scarce. I was really sad, i din noe wad happened, but what i noe is that if i were to keep my mouth shut then maybe i wun say the wrong things. But i felt tt if tt was to carry on, then this friendship will jus be gone. No matter how simliar we are, no matter how much we can understand each other, if there cant even be a proper talk between 2 fren, then i dunno wads frens anymore. We always said that we are gd frens....to me...best frend....but at tt time i asked myself - are we jus saying it or are we really gd frens? But now, i noe tt its not jus verbal.....
This 2 weeks he really changed alot. We are talking lyk last time, i dunno is it bcos of wad i told pam or really its wad he told me. But im jus glad...really really glad that we can be talking again...
If jus mere talking, isnt it too surface? Is he using it to cover up his unhappiness?
why are we always showing the strong side. The strong side is shown to others...are we jus "others" ?
I wan to share wadeva i haf with them, but sometimes its not appropriate. Sometimes i feel lyk sms-ing, but will make him waste his msgs....so i jus drop the idea...
I will treasure everything that i have now and i tried every best to do what i can do for them. Even if i had to leave this world this very moment, i would go remembering my besties...
some ppl dun get to feel how isit lyk to haf a burger on ur table when u dun haf time to eat, to find logenzes when u are having sore throat....but i felt it...
i noe both he and she has lots of frends and i may be jus their gd frend, but noe that theres some1 hu treats them as his best....
10 years down the road....who noes wad will happen...but i do really pray hard everything can be jus lyk the same as now....

2008-07-26T10:40:00.002+08:00

last nite was cool ^^......
although while waiting was abit pissed....
in the end was lyk most enjoyable day in months...
its not lyk i dun wan to tell all of them, but i really more comfortable in telling CoL....
but CoL is a busy guy u see hahaha....
isn't is gd to jus say it?...
i dun dare to ask....so can only keep guessing wad happened....
so if anything, say ok?

maybe remaining lyk tt is better, dun try to change the status
who noes?....wad will happen next....

time is short, but where do i wan to put my time at?
my frens?...or??

nice one ^^

ps: if u asked tt quens, i might "suan" to the max hahaha
cheesebaked rice was nice....
hope pam's fine :)

2008-07-22T22:43:00.001+08:00

yeah, i thought it through ^^

jus do wadeva suits you....

its your choice :)

2008-07-20T15:11:00.002+08:00

many things happened...not physically, but mentally. Been thinking alot...ya tts wad i always do... maybe i really does think too much, but ask again, why do i do so?
i really want to be who i really am, but i cant. Im really someone who is made by wads around me. If they cant smile, i cant smile. If they can laugh, i can laugh. if they cant talk to me, i cant talk to them. i tried my best, and i gave up. but inconciously, im trying...
so i guess, i'll just haf to leave it and let nature take its course. If i let go, and it never comes back, it was never mine. But if it does, then it proves what we said at tt time....
Was happy on friday, best mood of the week.
Sacrifice is worth it, when it brings happiness to others.

2008-06-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

why cant i supress it?
why cant i stop feeling this way?
Isnt there anything i can do?
Did i make a wrong decision to think that this is the correct path but yet its not?
what if i din chose this in the 1st place?
what if i had never known them?
Should i continue to walk along this road that cannot give everyone equal happiness?
Or should i just disappear?.......
maybe im just as immature
maybe my logic sense is what usual ppl cannot understand
if time could reverse, back to 2 yrs ago.....will i still be here?
too much to take in a short period of time...............

2008-06-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

Finally home, had been staying in the school staff apartment for 2 weeks for stay in trainging as the competition is coming....WEDNESDAY OMG!!!....shared the same apartment as ZX n colin and shared rm wif colin. really it was a experience that i nv want to forget. All the memories that were created are etched in my heart so deep that its impossible to forget.
but since saturday, i really start to feel down cos i din wan to leave tt place. i noe i will miss it and i really really will. Trying to remeber as much as possible at tt point of time and until sunday.....really the last nite of the stay, jus wan to rmb everything tt happened in tt place. every stupid thing that we had done, every stupid jokes tt we had cracked, every food tt we've cooked, every threaten to strip colin, and every.........
except for ZX, i sort of know the WSS guys for not very long but yet our bonding are so strong and fast tt we can bcome gd frens within a short time. seeing each other everyday, have lunch everyday, laugh together joke together kena scolded together shoot each other and sometimes ya, quarrelled with each other emo each other....
and of all these ppl...i bonded the fastest wif CoL...did lots of stupid things together...tau pok....open toilet door while bathing....really really....staying in together is a rare chance, dunno will there even be a next time....even though there was a point when we cant control our temper n gt angry, but all was in the past. i forgive and forgotten...but dun haf to say sooo many times sorry de ok.....
there are lots and lots of things i wan to say lyk mr low bought dessert for us, pamela came, kia wei n zx quarrelled n cos of tt i was angry wif col and ya.....lots more inside me..but im not as brave to tell it.
not forgetting PAM!!!....ya i really dunno wad i can do for you to make u happier...but my fone is always on waiting for ur calls and msg
CoL....u arh...forvever no calls n msgs...one deep complicated guy tt i sometime really dunno hw to tok to you....
both of you arh....gt anything muz tell me lah...but if u dun wan say oso nvm lorz....jus want to let u all noe tt no matter if you are important to anyone or if someone is important to you... both of you are important....VERY VERY IMPORTANT TO ME :)

2008-05-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

my enemy is back---flu. I seriously hate flu, makes my life horrible. Especially during Lab time when doing soldering. Already not enough hands to get tools n wire then nw haf to waste one hand on holding tissue to my nose. COS IT KEEPS RUNNING....
hahaha...last nite din slp well again cos sort of fall aslp at 9+ then woke up at 12.30am thinking its morning already to prepare to go sch. Think about it again....ya arh....its morning also wad.hahaha ok lame.
then sort of memory loss. din noe wad i was doing b4 falling aslp....slowly then it came back...SOOOOO scaryyyyyy la.....to haf "memory loss".
the staff apartment request had been approved...meaning the 6 of us will be living together!!!....(also meaning the arrival of another crisis)...actually i thot it was liddat but it happened to be 3 per apartment. and is 2 to 1 rm and 1 to another one. Abit weird la cos i thot it was 6 to one apartment then easier mah. Another out of expected things was that sat and sun still haf to train...haiz
training getting more n more stressful as there are more and more things coming in....which i cant finish cos i really damned slow. then club stuffs really all in a mess n i really dun haf the time to sort everything out. but yeah for u guys i will always put on the smile :) and tks for the char siew bao 2dae!!!!!!
ps: another quote from a song-Everyday "once in a lifetime, means theres no second chance. So i believe that you and me, should grab it while we can...."

2008-05-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through it all

You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cuz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you

-.- another crap post ^^

2008-05-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

ok i dunno wads going on but everythings not going the right way. Somehow, the people, the things all are happening the way it shouldn't be.
im wondering if im me, or jus being who i want to be. Either way, no one will know cos even i myself don't. There are alot of things that i really cannot decide for myself yet there are some i standby my obstinate decision. Nt tt anyone can change me easily, or decide for me. For thsoe things that i really cant make a decision, i will leave it undecided. In case its a wrong one.
OK this is a stupid post cos while typing im super drowsy. Jus wanted to say something yet dunno how to phrase. Guess it can jus be kept inside...too bad folks

2008-05-17T10:29:00.002+08:00

Last nite after Mp/sip clock out, actually wanted to leave with pam n colin to orchard road for party world. But they have meeting so waited for them...and thus we left after tt. The park hotel party world is always not crowded de but dunno why last nite so damn full until we gt no rm. If wan to sing have to pay the weekend price to get the bigger rm. SOBZ! then dun wan lor cos so ex so we end up going cineleisure wanting to eat pastamania. But AGAIN the queue is so longggggggg...we ended up eating the HK cafe where all 3 of us almost ate the same thing.
While eating alot funny funny thing happened la, lyk wad temasek graveyard, askiing the waiter if we could make an order "what if the waiter says cannot??" HAHAHAHA....
last nite was really a happie day for me n i hope for the two of them cos me n the BESTIES (tts wad pam calls it) finally went out HAHAHA really really very happie although tired after tt morning n afternoons mock comp. ok dun wanna tok about tt....

there was once a living object called "heart", it was very wary about anyone that passes its vincinity however, "A" manage to penetrate into "heart" and also made it lived comfortable with it. As "A" went deeper, "B" and "C" was also allowed into "heart". "B" and "C" moved together and knew about "A" prescence and one day, both noticed that "heart" had a cut real deep inside it done by "A" and "A" was banished out of the territory. "B" and "C" healed the wound from the inside and from then on, "heart" was once again wary about passerbys at its vincinity especially "A"....

2008-05-12T01:05:00.004+08:00

Pam and Colin arhhh.....nw im lyk the one feeling bad lor....
this is for both of you ^^

Colin-
He's lyk the most caring guy i've ever seen...especially to pam lor...tts y they scandal wad. but he also bought me lozenges when i was having sore throat ^^. hahaha. me and him is sort of alike in character and thinking. Ya la lyk u said, same drink same jk flip flops same method of doing question. But gt one thing diff....i not as gay HAHAHA...jk la. Colin always lyks to tease me in lab but hahaha....he's lyk the laugh maker in the room. When he is "0". The room is "0". When he is "1". The room is "1". But dun force yourself to do it when u dun feel lyk it. It hurts.

Pamela-
I noe pam since oso dunno when la...but pam is always the one that will keep worrying bout both of us. Don't worry la, both of us are fine de...pam r i oso dunno hw to describe. She is the one tt can stand hungry and make sure her friends are properly fed tt kind. Jus lyk mtc n during life, even if she is super busy with her own stuff, she will still try to help her friends. She is abit lyk colin, cos colin's like this too. She even bought stuff for both of us la then ask we 2 go collect. At 1st both of us still wondering wad happen sia....hahaha....in the end....SO SWEET hahaha

these 2 ppl here, they are lyk gifts from heaven at this correct moment. You 2 are there at my darkest times, when i was stress bout camps, worried bout participation , and the ya...other stuffs. I think wad we are nw is lyk...we live on each other. If one day any1 one of the 3 is not there, i cant imagine that. Its not like both of you haf nth to worry about. you guys haf lyk one thousand n one things to worry about yet, u all still made it a point to make sure that every1's fine. If pam says she dun deserve me n colin, then i really cant think of hw to describe i dun deserve both of u. But 3 of us are together bcos it was meant to be. lets not talk about who deserves who. Cos...haiz....me n colin already yr3. Its very very soon that we haf to leave tp and go on. I really really hope that the bond remains lyk wad we are now and never fade away. Really afraid that time will jus wash off wadeva we have now. i wan u 2 to noe that hw impt u guys are in my life and it will nv be complete w/o u 2.
the post u guys wrote really meant alot to me...in fact too much. touched.....i kept reading them for dunno hw many times. Whateva tts going thru in my mind, i cant put it into words.
really thank you for everything...thank you!

2008-05-08T23:11:00.004+08:00

if i were to update everything from the last post till now, i think it would take days for me to type (of cos excluding tt stupid last post). Anyway, since E-guides training camp, i've been through Mentors training camp and week 0 orientation as EnthuzeeX previously known as Diploma heads. MTC was fun although there were waves and tides that made the whole department so bonded and also when i know really gd frens lyk jel n pamela. Of cos not forgetting pam's scandal Colin. hahaha.
week 0 was super stress but super fun, if can can change time, i will chose to be back at week 0 but well~ i really enjoy the present and what i have.
sometimes it may be gd enough to return and make it up but sometimes its jus too late..
"Its Too Late To Apologize...Its Too Late....."

hahaha...well lets not talk about this. i dun see jel much but pam n colin.....really best sia
i din look for flu but it sort of found me and i was coughing, yesterday both of them bought the "jin du nian zi an chuan pei pi pa run hou tang " aka nin jiom candy for me....SO SWEET LA
then today pam bought me the woods logenzes and colin toblerone..oops..haha

I think i really grown alot since that 2 events and these guys really made my day. about tt thing....ok i cant read sms can.....but i almost tear-ed when i imagined wad was in tt msg.

oh ya forgot bout my own orientation, although the 2.1 MET orientation abit chui cos day 1 participant 14, n day 2 ,2. but everyone had fun. then the freshies batch not bad la...gt almost 50 participants and somemore gt FAs. really thank all the FAs and of cos the EX and other helpers that came. really dunno wad to say for our departments sia., some of them even had event during day 2, day 1 oso can come help, is really cool. then some, or one, drop by to have a look one day 1 and came back on day 2. one more lagi best, sick still come help me provide log items.....i really dunno wad to say but i think a big thank from my deepest heart will nt even be enough.
so...until next time then....

FINALLY

2008-05-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

GUYS...ITS LYK....FINALLY.....
this blog has revived hahahaha....and for that 2 that wants to see...there u go. hahaha
well, i jus finshed changing the html of the blogskin and miraclously i did it...cos im some comp idiot LOL
and then...i found out that i havent blog since lyk...FIVE MNTHS!!!!!
last event i blogged was ETC and GPS......from then till nw there is lyk.....180 degree change in me...MY GOSH
but....this post is jus something to revive the blog hahaha...i'll start posting next time. lots to say maybe.....or it cant be put into words.
so ...until next time ^^

gps

2008-01-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday gt gps(global positioning system) event at tp. this is the 1st time im part of the organizing team of a event. Well, it rained. wads more....the clues 3 of us put into the envelops had something wrong, and it was so horrendous tt i din noe hw it should happen...its almost a supernatural effect. but nvm...and the rain stopped so the game continued. I din expect the groups to finish all thier points so fast which i in the end found out tt there were actually 2 grps claiming themselves grp 2 which resulted in some grps do not haf thier clue when they reach thier station. But nvm...so we went to the bbq pit as it is a tradition to haf bbq after gps....but it rained again. So bbq cancelled lor....after tt clr up here and there....me bh and alexius n jia hui went to robo rm where we changed there...me n bh change at the cams blindspot which is behind a big board. after tt went to tm to eat teppanyaki then go hme ler
2dae morning went to the tp open hse workshop...lucky it ended arnd 12.30 cos the prog rundown saes 4.30. im already very shag due to previous day gps. Oh ya for the gps...as all the clues were wrong at 1st, me adeline n ain ran all arnd tp to collect back the clues then went back clubrm to rearrange the clues and we RAN to distrubute all arnd tp....nw my leg still very tired...2daes post is jus to make sure my blog still alive...so not much of allignment hahaha....anyway term test result get back liao...this time rnd i dun wan put in the post ler cos later ppl sae i wad wad wad wad again when i din meant to be...so dun put liao....gd luck^^

e-guides camp+ Happie NEW YR!

2008-01-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

yo folks im back...theres alot of things to address haha...1st. 27th dec was the start of the eguides camp so i went to sch at arnd 11am then met BH n jia hui for breakfast. then in the midst of it i receive call from yan qi so we chop chop eat finish then go back clubrm...then she appeared to be at esc de clubrm so we went in there...pay $2(oh ya gt ppl havent pay me back yet hahaha) then get our respective name list. As we are in admin department, so we are responsible for taking attendance and registration for tt dae...and since there are 5 of us doing registration, me bh jh n tifanny-subcom n yan qi huizhen wenlong main com...but huizhen n wenlong nt doing registrar...there are 5 diff tables for registration each taken care by each of us. registration starts at 12pm...we waited until 1.15pm...the attendance was HOLYSHIT..215 ppl registered and guess hw many turned up....32!!!!!...the organizers are very sianz already..so nvm we go back to admin rm to tally attendance...count indem forms and some other things then we found tt...nth to do liao...so started playing dota...i brought my laptop there. then rot until dinner time where we had "chicken rice" for dinner then after that had to station at nite walk station where we suppose to do role play of situation where by eguides might encounter..after tt we go wash up+bathe then go out tah pao back to admin rm...we watch da vinci code as we eat...i almost vomited my mee goreng pattaya...the show was >.< then at 3.30am whr the show finally ended...slp(on the stupid hard flr-some other things happened too)------------day 1
morning wake up after wash up then go eat breakfast-porridge with you cha kuay. settle breakfast liao then go help the prog department(ain) tie water bombs and flour bombs. after that rot in admin rm awhile then go eat lunch(4got was wad) then went for spookhse briefing. actually dun wan to participate scared later attract unwanted things but no choice...had to act as ghost. then went downstairs lvl 3 concourse to learn tp mass dance wif the camp participants...after rotting in admin rm another while, went to tembusu to help preparing for the final clash(LUCKI no nid participate in final clash) then after tt is dinner after dinner is spookhse final briefing...we even had to use codes among ourselves to check if later we are seeing our REAL frenz cos heard alot of things happened during spookhse last time. it was agreed that blk18-6 will nt be used as we were seriously warned nt to use but they had no choice....so in the end, 18-6 was still used but lucki nth bad happened. one funny things though..every1 was so determined to scare belvin the co-organizer of this whole event...he was reduced to tears haha...in the nite supper was provided(hotdog buns and tea) then after tt we played mahjong in admin rm wif me bh tiffany yanqi amanda blah blah------------day 2
this dae was pratically rotting cos after breakfast, we stayed in the rm and all of us continued to slp...we siam mass dance n everything but cannot siam debrief haha...during debrief the FAs were cheering so we oso follow lor and our 3 admin main coms think tt we the admin subcoms are born FAs HAHAHA....cos usually admin department's subcom are non-cheer type hahaha------------day 3
then skip to yesterdae...after sch me aaron mdm jh shawn went tamp safra to pool n bowl...bh wasnt wif us cos he went to mr low's hse to haf lunch...then after tt we meet at tm +desmond then go esplande there....after hours finding a gd spot, which is the bridge outside fullertion hotel, we camp there waiting for countdown and the fireworks...history repeated itself jus lyk during xmas....5...4...3...2...1!!! happie new yr...pom pom pom...the fireworks came out behind the hotel n we were totally blocked-.-...haha....so we RUN RUN RUN behind the hotel to get a gd view n lucki we were able to...after the works we walked to lau pa sat cos some ppl wan go toilet then we sat n had drinks there...bh eat wanton mee....jh sent me a dam gay n irritating new yr msg hahaha...n he went off to watch avp. after tt...we went hme....^^
ps: these dae im super tired n emotionally nt stable hahahaahah..be careful of me

HAPPIE XMAS!

2007-12-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

WELL EVERYONE.....MERRY HAPPIE XMAS!!!!
well, usually these kind of occasion on its actual day, i wont be blogging, but the thing is, im TOO free. haha, its christmas and im staying at hme...tts lyk abit sad. Actually thot this year would be abit better than any others that had passed, well its ABIT better but makes no difference..abit disappointed.
anyway, lets tok bout better things. yesterdae was xmas eve, after everything i had to do in the day, went to meet BH then went to orchard. At there, 1st thing we did was to buy tix for the movie that we were watching that was "National Treasure-Book of Secrets". i was quite surprised that the tix box at Lido was SO empty...i expected the queue to be very long. But nevertheless, we went to buy tix -.- (obvious). Then after that, settle out dinner which ended up to be LJS. well, ok la, that can be considered the best meal i had for these 2 daes that would be eve n xmas dae.
eat eat tok tok, then go into isetan to look for caps. But as usual, we both walked out with no shopping bags. I already know which one i want to buy, its that bldy undecisive bloke that cant find a suitable one. Times up, went up to the cinema to catch the show. It the 1st time i watch movie in Lido, and bh 1st too. so lets make some memory.after the movie, we went outside to see the crowd. it was HOLYSHIT. there were so MANY MANY MANY people. traffic police were even there to divert both human and car traffic, as most of them are not following the traffic lights convention. Therefore, we had to follow the way as directed by the traffic police to get back on to "orchard road" cos we were at "scotts road". we took a detour that led us to the back of wisma near taka's taxi stand. At that place the crowd started to walk into the front door of taka but it was sooooo crowded. there were even special force to maintain the order....but b4 we could get into tt place..........
5!!......4!!.....3!!.....2!!.....1!! MERRY XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!....was abit nt happie cos we were outside that main crowd but nevertheless, we still could feel the AURA of countdown hahaha. then everyone started spraying the white white stuff that looked lyk foam. we had to follow the route and thus gt up the escalator at wisma.tt person wasn anyone we knew but jus happen he appeared in the foto...haha...look at the amout of ppl...scary. tts when we started MASS msging wishes. but very very sadly...bh's fone is giving him a great prob, some hw the msges cant go out n no use explaining it here haha.
ok so after this, we walk arnd wanted to go hme liao cos the last train was 1.30am. but the way back to the statn was..haha....kena sprayed when we trying so hard to siam. but in the end nt too bad la...at least wasn head shot haha...then go hme ler lor. but although gt train back to bedok, no bus-.-'''....in the end i walked hme.
as for 2dae, i wasn quite happie cos ya...im nt happie about having time here to sit and type this post. Actually while im typing im ANGRY bout sth...so nth much to tok bout 2dae n lets hme tml will be better.
PS: Lets hope everyones wishes come true, may all friendship be eternal, all couples be blissful, all happiness be preserved, all hatred be vanished. the following foto is me+bh +jk wif the xmas tree outside Paragon- that day we sang ktv. ^^

once again

2007-12-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

okay ppl, i noe its been a long long time again since i blogged. and im gonna spam singlish now cos i really dun haf the mood to watch my language. im nw lyk so dam tired la everydae oso gt thing to do. this term break..i dun even think gt break tio lor...lyk jus a stop for us to catch our breath. then gt camps n so many chapalang i nw is trying to fa xie..for those hu cant make out the chinese words, im nt gonna translate hahahaha. ok la jus some updates. after the stressful term test which i made many many mistakes, theres the TEL bonding camp where -ppl i noe-BH, jiahui, shawn, tianswee went together. after all the games such as the blindfold walk or something then in the end throw water bombs and most of us gt wet, then every1 went to wash up. after washingup, we went to the LT to watch some movies to wait for supper. arnd 12+ we walked to opp tp to eat prata and when we go back to the campus it was already 2am.....sorry im nt going into details cos im really very tired rite nw. then in the nite we actually promised not to slp but shawn n jia hui went to slp so left me bh n tianswee act lyk madman in the classrm cos we are the onli ppl in there...although shawn n jia hui slping in there too...we were singing loudly trying to wake them up hahahah we end up singing from 4am to arnd 6am....then at tt time we went to mensa2 to watch the sun rise...but the thing is....cant see much...so we walked to sports hall...haha...in the end shawn n tianswee slp at the sports hall....after breakfast n everything, we went to escape theme park...its the 1st time i so daring go try the rides..but still viking cannot la,...haha i dun dare....erm then after playing till 3+ i went to bh hse to get my shoes. then i was so shag but stranded at tm...gt a strong urge to take cab hme but no $ hahaha.
so very sadly took 67 hme....i even missed a stop. then in the nite went to marine sq to see xiao zhu luo zhi xiang WOOT! i even took some shots n videos..but lazy to upload n it wasnt taken tt well too...me n bh went together...planned to meet tian swee n mdm there. but they caught in a traffic jam...in the end when they jus reach, the show jus ended....in all, they din see. so we planned for dinner. also sae desmonds fren...n he said his budget for tt evening dinner was 5 bucks.....5BUCKS...wewere at marina sq...n i planned to eat sth gd to celebrate end of term test...so we accompanied him to eat bk..n tt traitor tian swee went to buy orh arh mee sua...pang seh us..haha...in the end mr bh mdm ordered food at xing wang hk cafe where the rest see us est...of cos mdm shared her food wif tian swee..haha...i even saw vicki n gang there...shocking haha. then yesterdae went to ktv wif jk n bh after tt went to island cafe to eat...nt bad la the food...but i sort is regreted not ordering the 25++ xmas special meal but still the ambience and food is quite gd. orchard de xmas decos oso nt bad...we sat at windowside seats...got to see the decos and eat the same time..haha...btw island cafe is at the top level of tangs...jus nw went to eat waraku wif my cousin then after tt watch movie wif bh...alvin and the chipmunks...nice movie...waraku de food oso super nice....then tml still gt eguide prog run thru...ok la i end ler..ive been crapping alot
i dun think i even bother to set the text color...its nw 1.16am...post end

Rainie's Autograph Session @ Bukit Panjang Plaza

2007-12-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

MINA-SAN SHASHIBURIYA!!!!!! i.e everyone, it had been a long time...haha..wow its really really really long since i last post an entry. nowadaes, school life is hectic. lots of things to do such as projects and assignments, the integrated project is giving me a big headache. ok y not say tt its the LAB SUP tts the one giving me the worst. well....i dun widh to say bout this person anymore cos the level of dislike towards him is closely moving to "HATE".
I din blog bout my ruddy time table that i got for this sem which is totally sucky. 5hrs break in between and its in the morning, wads more...its a cds lecture. When i try to change my cds slots so that it fit very well into my time table, those lecturers say tt its full in other classes and that its not possible....i tried all sorts of ways and method but in the end, i end up wif my original time table.
ok on the other hand, yesterdae me, boon hoe and desmond went for Rainie's autograph session!....it was at bukit panjang plaza that is sooooo far from my hse. the event starts officially at 1pk but tt boon hoe wants to reach at 9am...at 1st i was lyk wtf....haha. so woke up at 6am on sundae then prepare and went out bringing my SCS lecture notes to kill time if it was needed. BH sms-ed me and desmond to check if we were awake at arnd 6.45...but desmond no reply...haha....think he onli woke up at arnd 7+ and then we took train at arnd 8.
we had to take train from east side then change to the red one to choa chu kang....then from there take LRT to bukit panjang. once we reach we went to see the event place...wah already gt ppl queing. so we forsake bout breakfast then sit down at the queue line...after tt me and desmond went to buy mac for us..we ate on the flr hahaha. Then we chat during those time of wait and then some1 brought up the topic of dragonfly which is the next event for rainie of the dae. BUT tt one need tix from either buying the new gai ban album or buying the freshlook contact lenses. But both oso nt that cheap la haha...n even BH buy the contact len...oso cant wear cos eyes too small HAHAHAHA jk jk jk...later ppl zui sha me..haha
when the show start...wah...ppl were rowdy. none of them stick to the queue and everyone jus force themselves into the gate of the enclosed railings. our queue was lyk 2 to the gate and yet in the end we were forced to dunno whr...those obscene fans doings i shall not elaborate, but gd thing is THE ALBUMS WERE SIGNED BY RAINIE!...haha...it was so close to her...jus a table away. but too bad the album nt mine..i was holding for BH and desmond bought one there...or else one of us will miss the chance of going up there hahaha. we even saw our senior yong ann there when i really din expect, so went to have lunch together after the event. YA later left 1st then cos i oso cannot stay outside till too late so had to go off too.
lyk hw we came, took LRT and MRT and once we were on the east west line, all of us slpt on the train...hahaha...i guess it was the effect of waking up sooo early...anyways..it was fun and was a bit of relax in the midst of these kind of academic schedule. term test coming up next week i havent even prepared properly
ps: theres a post tt i missed...i kena chicken pox...but nw recovered...gd luck^^

last official day of the vacations

2007-10-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

long time haha, well 2dae had some nice memories so came in to blog in case they slip off haha...
but lets 1st tok bout yesterdae, the dae when we get our timetable for this semester. it was horrible, but as least thsi time round, god blessed, i got into a cds that i wanted n most importantly is theres some ppl i noe tts also goin to be in the same cds subj...BFA aka basic financial accounting haha...
but my timetable sux...all afternoon or morning to evening de...even fri oso so stiff 9-1 sad...when i see that chua BH de timetable i fell lyk punching him...the timetable all so gd sia...afternoon can go hme ler. sobz...anyway, yesterdae went to wisma to repair fone wif desmond n BH but after tt desmond wan go hme then meet us later at tm..so me n bh went to kinokuniya to see see look look n in the end went to coffee club to chill out...we daring sia each order a tiramisu latte where theres alocohol n restricted to 18 n above..haha...nice one^^
then lets tok bout 2dae hahaha...erm we planned since yesterdae to go where but was lyk...wah no where to go lehz. but we came out wif a few ideas n make sure that 2dae, the last dae of the vacations can be spent with quality...btw we means me n boon.
this morn me myself caught wif some family thing n almost cannot go out..but in the end it was resolved n i was free to enjoy the dae. but then it RAINED -.-''' n due to some issues, we drag n drag n in the end we meet at white sands at arnd 2.30+.
eat in the food court there(i was so dam hungry..woke up at 7.30am n ate my 1st meal of the dae at 3) then after tt, we went to downtown east ^^ haha...at there 1st we went to play pool, as usual i gt owned lyk no mama's business then after tt went to the arcade there to play..haha...although to some ppl might be a bit childish or even boring....to me is jus happy hahahah...
then we went back to pasir ris mrt to take train to changi airport...wah in the train hor super funni thing happened well...we kaypo bout other ppl de private business n made a joke out bout it(tongue muscle training), but hor tt guy looks lyk from my sec sch...haha...by the time reach there was already 7pm...we walked arnd act tourist or lets sae act abit japanese then go see planes. in the end hungry..so went to eat mac since other things there quite high end such as fish n co. after eating, we proceed to the nxt destination, it was arnd 8.30pm then...
we took mrt again to go to raffles place station, then walk to singapore river...haha...at there we walk n walk comb all the places, from the river head walk to the river tail, from boat quay to clark quay to liang court...wow, super lots of pubs n caucasians...even saw this themed pub called c clinic where their furniture are themed after hospital...e.g the chairs are wheel chairs n seperating table are hospital screens hahaha, also, we saw the bungee thing haha, those ppl on top to them lyk no kick liddat lehz haha...we wanted to find 7-11 to buy alcoholic drinks preferably "strobe" but theres onli 1 small pathetic whr almost all its alcohol are sold out...so left wif little choice, each of us had a blackcurrent vodka hahaha sounds cool??...it was no kick at all
then as he cheers each other n walked arnd again crossing almsot every bridge we can see..walking back towards the UOB building cos later can take the train from there..^^
sat at the singapore river bank to slowly drink finish tt vodka n then tok lor....tok bout alot of things...then in the end our bottles left with an eighth, we drank it at one go hahahha...but tt place really lots lots lots of pubs...every whr is alcohol hahaha
well, everything will haf to haf a closing, after drinking both our lips were red haha due to the blackcurrent...then take train hme ler lor...it was 11.15pm then
so lets hope new sem gd luck n may everything be successful ^^
p.s: this hols really fun...think its the way we treat our frenz n hw they treat us back...haf fun every1 !!!! ^^

HaPPiE bDaE DESMOND!!! ^^

2007-10-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

yeah happie bdae desmond, and also happie childrens' dae...wahahaha.
well, last nite had sth on so ya i reached hme at arnd 3AM. then plus bathe, do abit this and tt, i went to bed at 4AM after confirming all details wif BH for DESMOND'S big dae, hahaha. but i keep having running nose so ya, couldn slp although i was totally bashed up.
then this morn woke up at 8.30am , expected some1 to gimme wake up call but didnt lor, haha...lucki i woke up in time. then after tt went to meet BH at TM to haf breakfast then set everything ready, such as going racky for the place where i suppose to place DESMOND's bdae present-it's a moutain bike wif full suspension.[me and BH went to buy this bike at somewhre which im not going to sae here, then waited for the auntie to properly fix it b4 we can bring it to hide at BH's hse and await for 2dae. but then after it was fixed, IT RAINED LYK NVA EVA-.-* but we still manage to push tt bike back to his hse where he push n i carry the umbrella-.-* din wan to ride on it cos desmond had to be the 1st one...haha]
after racky, i wrap the decoy present so as to make desmond think tt it was his opresent n nth else, but actually there was the bike. we acted lyk we jus meet each other then went to meet desmond. then went walk walk arnd tm then finally go to suntec. At suntec wad we do arh ?.?* ..orh we went to star factory then played lyk some crazy ppl...hahaha. so we play play play until 5+ then went to meet JOEL and NAVEEN for our grand dinner- kuishin bo @ suntec. wah altohugh i went there quite a few times but then i still think the food is BEST!. haha...but i think thsoe hu went(cos we treated desmond) are going broke liao..this one readers go research urself.
then when eating alot funni things happened lyk taking candid pics then the most most most funni thing is i dunno wad happened, when naveen tried to poke the fruits without looking at it(those 3 oso tried a few times and cant aim on the fruit) naveen actually would have gt it but baka desmond went to push the plate away n he poked the table. i dunno y or wad reason, we laughed at this for half an hour..HALF AN HOUR...is becos of desmond contagious laughter then we keep on cant stop. the most affected ppl are me n BH bah...he laugh until close ears hold stomach..then me was lyk so miserble n tearing..this one when i gt the pics i will upload frenster..haha..i think those ppl arnd us think we mad de hahahah
then yeah i lied tt i nid to go hme n will meet at desmond hse,tampines, later(when we left kuishin bo was already arnd 9+) but instead, i gt down at bedok mrt station and waited for the next train to go to tampines, which was also their destination. BH and joel n maybe naveen i dunno, is suppose to make sure desmond is in tm when i gt off the train to go to BH hse to take the bike. then after taking the bike, i PUSHED it to festival park n parked it as planned. then i actually parked the wrong place-.-* cos everywhere looked all the same to me. hahaha. so when they arrived at the bike, i went to hide n wad they tok the details i dunno. BH call me sae i go call desmond as he was walking away, then he shocked to see me back so fast cos i said i nid go hme do sth. but when we at the bike lots, we gave desmond another present, the wrapped key to the lock of the bike. he stil ask we give him key for wad. haha so in the end he finally gt his actual present, the bike.....n hor our decoy present was a guide bk, chem sub ....-.-* he din take this subj -.-*

ps: once again happie bdae n ya im really very full rite nw ^^

it had really been so long...

2007-09-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

wow ppl its so long long long time that my last post was...haha...well after or even b4 the exams, i stopped bloggin, and after the exams i was so lazy to blog haha...but seeing it was getting into a critical time range, its time to update u all...wahahaha
hmm...exams were not that bad, but this time round there is quite some change. not onli changed in course studies, but oso mugging mates. haha...last time i will be at hme or sometimes in sch wif the usual A602 gang tt include royston gengwei and alexius. but as we the famous ETCM were streamed into each, cant really be together anymore. well....ppl dun always lose u see, nw there new mugging mate...ya BH that ultimate mugger. So ya....typical singaporeans dun wan lose mah...so oso mug lor haha...^^
after exams will be relaxing time...so to me means KTV haha, i usually go PartyWorld, the branch tt is at orchard. 1st time for the hols is with my cousin, joanna and her collegue. Then the nxt time, is wif my cousin...n its onli a week between the 2 occasions, in the nite went to haf a buffet dinner wif my family at Parkway Parade. Then the nxt dae, Saturday, was my BDAE! haha, but then for the afternoon it was total boring. i was slping at hme all dae onli until then nite, arnd 7+ then went to meet BH and Desmond at TM to eat dinner...Fish & Co. 's seafood platter for 2 and we 3 shared...haha. Cannot think of wad to do...so we went KTV again hahaha. my cousin oso wan go n since at tt time, arnd 9, if we sing we will end at 1am ++ so my cousin can drive us all hme haha thanx! we went to the shenton one which was quite cool and sang lyk madd ppl....haha...
went hme opened the present from BH n desmond...WOW thanx alot man haha
Thank them very much for the dae they gave ^^
Then erm...nth to do mah, BH suggested go queue doughnut factory so we went. haha....each of us bought 2 dozens, luckily the queue wasnt too long...we waited for arnd 45 mins. the 1st time i went, i queues for 2+ hrs -.-
after tt, we went to KBox at marina square. I nv been to KBox b4 cos i always go to PartyWorld, n my conclusion is, Partyworld is better n if i can help it, i will visit partyworld instead of KBox.
On thurs, it was my cousins marraige customary. so ya we went to his hse and there was food there, we reach there arnd 9+ -.- so early...then after all ceremony was over(i kena haf to serve my cousin tea...WHY!?-.-) we rot in the hse...nth to do. Actually gt blackjack to play, but all aunties uncles playing wif my Uncle..so ya we the "children" nv join in lyk we always will. So we gt some1 to bring a mohjong set to the hse...but waited n waited until my cousinS abit fed up we went out. haha,....my eldest cousin drove us to bishan PartyWorld ....haha
Bliss my married cousin and his wife for eternity.
today went to marina sq to ya...erm do sth n this will be covered in my nxt blog post...anyway...timing nw really no gd. alot of things such as meetings or gatherings, timing all dosent fit wif mine. i think becos no sch n my timing all going haywire..hahaha
if u can see, im trying to get this over fast, so im cutting away alot of things hahaha...but although im very happie nw , partly due to no sch and more time wif frends, we got our Results. Results of our hardwork tt is put into muggin..i think tt will be the 2nd best bdae present this yr..cos the 1st 1 is being taken by the dae i enjoyed itself...and tt of cos thanks to those hu were present ^^
my results was, well, ok bah , what i haf to sae is im really quite LUCKY ^^
TelePrn:Distinction
Principles of RF : Distinction
Mct : Distinction
Telap(Java) : Distinction
Emaths 3: A
Water Tech : A
haha....
ok i think i will stop here for nw, lets see when i will entry blog again..n pls forgoodness sake, leave a msg if u ever visit this blog hahah
until the nxt time...BYE~

2007-09-25T23:05:00.001+08:00

HaPPie bDAe bH & jOel!!

2007-08-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

last nite was too tired to blog, so do it nw, haha. yesterdae, 15 of august, was the birthday of our 2 gd frens BOON HOE and of cos, joel....haha
after sch, we went to eat WANTON MEE at THE HEEREN...YEAH finally after so long, haha...after that went to meet ferdinand and desmond at peninsula shoppping centre to get joel a nice present.
but then our gd fren BH gt a small "hit chicken" when joel said he wasnt free when we supposed to meet him. In the end after buyin, we went to funan's mac to haf a drink, ferdinad had his dinner haha, then went off for bugis to look for joel... he was wif some frens at swensen's -.-. well, we joked with him for a while asking him to guess which of us had his present, he was SOOO shocked cos ITS A GUITAR...haha...
then we went into swensen where joel and BH blow a candle over a "puddle" of ice cream haha, and tts where ferdinand left for the day. bh actually wanted to go clark quay, but joel and his frens wanted to lan...as a personal reason, i dun step into lan shop and pls dun ask me why, desmond oso dosent go...haha...so in the end we seperated where joel went lan-ing and me BH went to desmond hse....pss"we drank abit there while wathcing tvee"...haha...
there we passed boon his present shared by me and desmond....hope that he lyk it...or sae..HE BETTER LYK IT...haha...its sth nice
this is a happie post so i shall nt include any sad stuff...so ceeya nxt time which is a gd chance of 2 weeks later after my exams...haha
nxt time then ^^
ps: dun anyhw hor...haha

GPS@Sentosa

2007-08-04T01:07:00.000+08:00

2dae we went to Sentosa for the GPS event organized by areg, we means, me, bh, alexius, war bear, hock meng and jia hui-too bad jesper cant go and i know he wun be reading this hahaha.

well, although i cant sae tt the game was really well design this time round, seeing it had been organized for so many times, it was quite fun. 4 check pnts wif 4 games for us to complete b4 finishing the whole task, although it wasnt too difficult, and seriously we din really depended on the gps, BUT to me the event wasnt too gd. IF i had known that it will be so XIONG, i would haf worn my shoes, but i wore slippers!

it lyk, my toes are painful from walking close to 3 hrs ALL arnd Sentosa. except tt, this event was quite ok....in terms of fun. we ended at arnd 5+ so me bh and alexius went to rent bikes and haf a go at sentosa again by ourselves...haha...after tt we comb sentosa lyk some tourist from other country..haha. BUT, its nt as fun as last time, a lot of things has changed....n not for the better.

took lots of pics there and then later on went to vivo to haf dinner....by the time going hme, my legs are lyk gonna give way anytime...even nw while im typing, my leg still hurts
oh ya forgot to mention bout our last task...tt is to bury a person from the team into the sand and build a sandcastle on top of tt person. well no 1 wanted to be in the sand, in the end war bear volunteered.

haha...he keep laughing and breaking our sandcastle on him but then again, salute to him for volunteering...WE EVEN MADE A MERMAID TAIL....haha

anyways im really tired rite nw and forcing my eyes to finish this post....so....nxt time then
ps: the skyride was shocking BUT cool!..... Songs of the Seas is worth a watch...spectecular...but we watched it somewhere except the "correct" place...^^

long time

2007-07-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

wow its a long long time since i last posted, no chioce, very very busy these days...well nt only school although sch is the the main bulk.

lets 1st tok bout nice stuff..haha...erm...watch Fantatic 4 which was really FANTASTIC!.....and also TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!....COOL LYK NEVER BEFORE!...haha...sorri too high ..haha
AND YES!......HARRY POTTER NXT....hahaha...the only times i can forget about sch stuff and other stress is when go out...so ya....but the weekend that jus passed was horrible in the sense of time...so packed wif things that dun even have enough time for slp...but at least nw is abit loose wif that stupid cds lecture quiz done. HAHA!

there is happy stuff because theres the bad stuff to compare. so ya...sch work is getting heavier and heavier...2 programming projs ....wah will die sia...but no choice...if wan to pass muz do hahaha...and nt only sch work la...when nt enough slp or other things, i go sch will lyk walking zombie-even gt ppl sae i look lyk will go S.C use boiling water scald myself to death..gt so serious meh..haha...but anyway...its over.
maybe some HR stuff i handle nt gd enough tts y will cause emo swing haha...but shld be alrite unless lyk one of u said my depression syndrome getting worse then no choice lor ( choi i where gt depression..haha)

erm ya..so some other things i will keep to myself for nw ...unless one day i see a nid to say..which to me that day will nv come cos i will keep telling myself its nt the rite time..haha...ok i noe u dunno wad im saying cos i dun even noe wad i trying to sae haha...

alrite then tts all for nw...until nxt time
ps: wow din realise was watermelon color...haha...^^

第一次初恋---part 5

2007-06-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

原本充满干劲的文，现在变得历尽沧桑，茶饭不思，整个人都消瘦了。在家的父母担心着憔悴的文，在学校师生担心着学业一落千丈的文。他因为无心读书，因此在测验的时候，面对考题，他是一点答案也写不出。拿回卷子时，文几乎科科不及格，把老师和班上的同学下着了。文之前的努力与成绩，是大家都有目共睹的，拿到这次的测验成绩对他来说是绝对不可能。班主任也因为这件事情而联络文的父母，但是他们屡屡问文，他还是不肯说，而且还要他们放心，说自己没事。

文开始对身边关心自己的人感到内疚，可是他却无法克服那失去玲心中的痛。不知所措的文，唯一想得出的解决方法就是让自己不能痛，不能感到伤心，不用面对家人，老师，同学，纶和玲---那就是死。

自杀这个念头环绕了文的脑子很久，但是在三分清醒之下，想了想“ 我应该自私地逃避这一切痛苦，让周遭的人伤心难过。还是大方地，为关心自己的人着想 ”。文终于明白了，他的任务不是自感堕落，自暴自弃，而是把自己变成一个更好的人，夺回玲的心。

为了打动玲的心，文想了一个，但不知行不行得通。下来的一个星期，他虽然没有马上把功课，但是做了一件比自感堕落更有意义的事。他把自己锁在房间里，爸爸妈妈每天也只能听到房间里传来的钢琴声。

这一个星期五，最后一节课会在礼堂上。文发了这一则简讯给玲“玲，等一下请你留在礼堂，我只要求你给我五分钟，过了这五分钟，决定要走出我的心，是你的选择”。玲回了他“好，但是纶也会一起去”。看到纶的名字，那股气又冲上了眉头。但是这次文告诉自己，唯一在乎的是玲，其他的事都不管了。

当大家都离开了礼堂，只剩下文，纶和玲。一见到他们时，二话不说，文走到台下的钢琴面前，把盖子他开。“我只需要五分钟。。。就从现在开始”。文坐下，弹了一段凄美的前奏，然后再加上自己的歌声。

“想念的心，装满的都是你
我的钢琴，弹奏的都是你
我的日记，写满的都是你的名”

再完美地接上

“回家的路上我哭了，
眼泪再一次崩溃了，
无能为力这样走着，
再也不敢骄傲奢求了。

我还能够说些什么，
我还能够做些什么，
我好希望你会听见，
因为爱你我让你走了。”

这时，文转头看见玲就站在他身后，流着眼泪。两人再一次四目接触，文慢慢的站起来。玲：“你从来没让我走，我也从来没走出你的心过。。。”

他们拥抱在一起。。。纶也自然的走开了。

-完-

term break

2007-06-20T12:14:00.000+08:00

hI pEoPle, well its a long time since i last posted. This week is the 2nd week of my 2 week term break which i suppose to use this time to do my MCT and TELEPRN proj and assignment repectively, but , the progress is 0%------------100%. haiz, effectiveness very low during term break.

since its a BREAK, students shld be giving themselves a BREAK from sch work so tt after the BREAK when we go back sch we will be energized to mug. maybe students really want to relax, its jus the sch doesnt allow us.

projs and assignment during BREAK?= jogging while taking a REST from physical exercise?...thats so ironic. But no choice, if we want to pass n get gd grades, better do what the sch tells us to.

erm, on the BREAK side, erm, tt dae actually supposed to go party world wif JK. but then while i was slping he msg me n sae cannot go liao, n tts lyk less than 12hrs of the meeting. total sianz, but luckily, fortunatly, BH, joel n desmond shou liu me so we went party world together. however desmond had sth on n the time din match well, so ya he wasnt there.

at heeren we even saw chen han wei, WOW hes damned tall n built. din expecet he's tt tall.
er ya, dae b4 ktv we went to swim (we = me+BH+desmond, joel supposed to be there oso but sth croped up) gt burnt quite badly, but at last...(ok i wanted to type sth but after 2nd thots better not).

last nite oso went alexius hse to swim, hmm, jacuzzi very shiok, condo leh cant expect less, hahaha. then nw suppose to wait for the time to pass to go MS watch Fantastic 4:Rise Of The Silver Surfer , tts y im blogging in the 1st place, kill time hahaha

oh ya i noe i promised part 5 during term break, but then i really gt no mood to write seeing all those work to be done, n im really very tired, spiritually tired. but i will end the story n start a new story. cos this 1st one is really a bad try, nxt time i will write better ones, haha

ok tts all bah, until nxt time

PS: jus a habit, nth to ps , haha

hate this

2007-06-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

these few daes dunno wad the bldy hell is happening...everything seems to be happening at the wrong place and the wrong time. its lyk the world is going upside down....think its becos of the term test...guess im starting to feel what is stress.

yesterdae in sch was doing some maths quens but oso dunno wad happened, i keep making careless mistakes causing almost none of the ones i did could be solved..haiz..n in the nite studying for water tech...wah i totally cheng xim la..for those hu dunno wad it means-totally give up. n yesterdae was wake up at 6 to go for 8's MCT for 4 hrs then in the nite study until close to 1 bah n 2dae morn 9 take the paper...its was horrendously difficult!!...last nite even slpt badly lah...nitemare sommore.

plus my RF quiz almost failed, din do well for teleprn's one oso...n my class de kelly wah seh...almost every quiz full marks...damned pro lor. so recently i always bin chao chao cos xin qing nt very gd la...sorri frens arnd me..haf to make u all endure my bin oor oor...haiz

lets jus hope it dosen turn out to be wad JK said, falling into depression n nt getting out, sianz
but then again, maybe after the term test might feel better cos can go out wif frens again, however, i haf a feeling this time the effect wun be tt well seeing we haf so many big projects on hand and when term starts get test result....might jus fall into a permanant depression.

in all, i qiang diao again, frens are always always a impt part of our lives, if u haf any xin shi, the 1st person u go to will nt be ur parents, sometimes nt even ur own sibling, but frens or maybe fren w/o the "s".

ps: the best magic tt heals is music....

Rainie @ BUGIS!!

2007-05-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

erm...2dae received alot of quizzes results, some quite ok la...some or lets sae gt 1, i really want to bang wall zi sha ler. and then wah cds tut oso dunno gt change time anot cos i rushing out leh...if he change to 5 wah....im gonna die lor...lucky is a 4 then can shun shun li li proceed to bugis. go bugis do what?...SEE RAINIE YANG CHENG LIN!

haha...ya rainie came to SG to promote her new movie called ci qing aka spider lilies(spelt correctly?)...this movie is about this 17-18 yr old gal n in the nite will go online haiz....dun sae ler u all go watch urself...but is R21 so no chance fer me haha. u wanna noe why isit rated R21???....u go watch urself n u noe wahahah

so 2dae chiong to bugis after sch jus to see rainie...beautiful lor...going to wen xuan side liao i.e cute merging wif BEAUTIFUL equals godly wahahaha, ok chill. but it suppose to start at 6.15 but she reach onli at 7+, heard from SOMEONE wif FULL RESOURCES said is gt a reporter session tts why late. but stand there is lyk very hot lor...can feel the sweat but its worth, can see her so close..wahahah, stand until back oso suan..

erm...was nt bad la the whole thing except the crowd nt "HIGH" enough. so rmb go watch if u can, it will be out in SG on 14 june....dun miss it...according to rainie, its one of her best productions she ever in...

ps: theres oso another guest tt is the director of the movie zhou mei ling...but dun really wan to mention her wahahahah..n im really tired nw so tts all

no topic???

2007-05-19T10:41:00.000+08:00

haiz...once again people, sorri i jus couldn't get my hands starting on writing part 5....so, haiz, think have to wait till term break liao.
sch nowadaes, can't say its fun cos the work load are getting heavier and heavier each sem. luckily ive got very gd frens around me to complain to each other bout sch work, have fun( time crisis II + table hockey??), and sometimes do some "EVIL" things....muahahaha.
tt dae still tu tio mr low then, haiz, make me more regret sia nv change to ELN then nw i have to suffer by myself at TEL...no common subjs means no one to complain to...haiz..but maybe rather regreting, why not start to like TEL..haha
but then after these few weeks of TEL life, i think im starting to get used to it..although well the class isnt bonded at all...nt lyk A602...but then 602 is also nt perfect. e.g same class + care grp for 2 sems=one yr, i dun think i even spoke more than 10 sentences to some of them. however, some fren i noe onli few mnths, everything oso sae liao....haiz
therefore:"friends are not judged by how long they know each other, but whether they have the fate to be good friends or not"-Gerry Chan J.W
haha...jus made up tt thing instantly..but then what i mean is you can noe 1 person for 10 yrs, but tt friendship might not be comparable to someone u noe for only 3 months..this is what i call fate to be gd friends.

this morn i actually wanted to update somethings nia then go off ler but, haha, got too enthu n continue to write...so well lets hope part 5 gets out fast n gd luck for everyone's quizzes

ps: treasure your friends around you, they can be ur best of friends at some point time, and become strangers when time goes by...ive experienced it..nt a gd feeling.

wad happened?

2007-05-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

wah, i very long never post liao. erm, since sch starts got a little busy ..or sae is tired n no time to write haha. well, i cant say im totally happy this year,but at least still can get life going.. but then 2dae was horrible, terrible, disastrous....blah blah blah. i was totally SAD + SIANZZZ oso dunno wad happen...even if i noe do u think i will write it here? or tell anyone?....ANS: no.----so whoever reads this jus dun ask me anything bout this!

so 2dae whole dae is charcoal face n look lyk a walking corpse in tp. plus no time to write my part 5 , or lets sae is no feel although i know wad i want to write. n is lyk totally sian lor.

k la end here liao..jus wanna add a post so tt blog wun die....hehe

later then...

第一次初恋－Part 4

2007-04-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

文顿时愣在那儿，极端伤心的他，根本不知道要做些什么。可是，文知道他不能失去玲，不管怎样，他一定要把事情说清楚。如果要解释这场误会，那首先一定要找到玲。所以文就马上打给她，可是玲却把电话给掛了。当文再打第二通时，玲已把手机关掉了。

文自己一个人，无法承受那么大的打击，况且这段时间是考试期间，不管是对文还是玲，在课业上一定会有相当的影响。为了诉苦，文只好等到放学后打给纶，想把事情讲给他听。下楼以前，文到玲的课室去看玲是否还在，可是当文走到玲的课室时，她已经走了。

在一次被伤到心的文，那起了手机打给好友，纶。可是文想起当初把玲的事告诉纶的时候，他的反应非常冷淡，因此有点不想打了。但是，文已经想不到有任何好友能让他诉苦的，所以就不管3－7－20－1，还是打给了纶。
　　文：“喂，纶啊。。。”。

文哽咽着，把事情完整地说给纶听，差点哭出来的他，还是强忍着自己悲伤的眼泪。可是，他却发现了一件非常怪的事，“怎么纶听起来一点都不会为我伤心”。
　　纶：“是吗？可能你和她的缘分尽了，哪你就趁这个机会专心读书。

可是，纶的语气怎么听起来，似乎代有一丝快乐？
纶要文早点回家好好休息，不要再想儿女私情的事，就专心应付来临的测验。不过，如今的文已不是未认识玲之前的文，他已经不是喜欢玲了，而是非常爱她。

到了晚上，文传了简讯给玲，说明了这是一场误会。可是迟迟等待着的文，等了一整晚，也没有收到玲的回复。所以没办法，只好打给她。可是，一样的，玲掛了他的电话。也象下午一样，当文打第二通时，玲已把电话关了。

这两个人原本有多么地相爱，他们的恋情可是多么的甜蜜。在那只羡鸳鸯不羡仙的暧昧期间，他们是否有想过会落到今日这种下场。

文彻夜难眠，可是早就打算好明天在学校才去找玲把话说清楚。文心里虽然极端难过，可是有带一点无奈。因为事实上，他现在最爱的人是玲，而且也没有做对不起她的事。

隔天早上，到了学校，原想着如何向玲开口的文，见到了夺走他所有生存意义的一幕。他看到了玲牵着自己好友纶的手，一起走到学校。文的心当时，有如被千千万万的箭串过，痛得仿佛在滴血。

最好的朋友，牵着自己最爱的女人的手一起漫步。他们俩，望也不望文一眼，就当作没看见他，继续走。这时，文心里感情非常复杂。他伤心自己失去了玲，生气纶夺走了玲，嫉妒纶能和玲在一起。他满脑子里都是玲，就快要疯了。

　　　　－待续－

第一次初恋　－Part 3

2007-04-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

第一次初恋　－Part 3

到了学校门口，文和玲就个走个的，因为他们不想让同学或老师知道。还是说，他们不想让任何人知道以免传到父母的耳边。不过，两人也不能表现得太疏远，毕竟大家都晓得他们是朋友。

回到课室里，这对小恋人不敢因爱而冲昏了头，荒废学业。聪明的文要证明爱情和学业是可以兼顾的，因此更专心上课。成绩平平的玲不想自己的课业与文相差太远，因此努力读书。这不约而同的努力，或许就是这段美丽爱情的其中一份收获。

文和玲是隔壁班同学。每当文经过玲的课室，或是玲经过文的课室，两人都会透过窗户偷瞄对方。就有一次他们四目接触，文马上感到脸庞热热的，心跳加速到可怕。文的同学就说道
　　　：“喂，你干吗脸那么红，是不是发烧？”
　　文：“没有啦。没事，我很好。”

到了晚上，玲会打电话给文。然后两人就聊天到深夜，说说自己那天做了什么，开不开心？虽然已是男女朋友的关系，但文和玲都很少出去逛街。有时候也只是看部电影，或是吃顿饭。这两位少年的第一次初恋是否会是他们的理想爱情？

测验还有三个星期就要到了。这个时候，较弱的同学就找成绩比较好的学生来帮他们。就在这天，文班上的一名女同学就找了文要他教她数学。乐于助人的文绅士般的帮这为女同学。后来，不只一个，更多女同学来找文。当玲走过文的班时，看见他被一群女生围着，心里感到非常不舒服。但她告诉自己，要对爱的人有信心。

因此就发简讯给文关心一下为什么有那么多人找他。可是，天意弄人，文的手机偏偏在这个时候出问题，所以收不到SMS。

那天晚上，文在等玲的点话，可是等了一晚，她没打来。文以为玲忙功课累了，所以就没打给她以免吵到她休息。另一旁的玲却以为文有了那么多女生陪着，不需要她了，因此感到伤心难过。可是玲还是选择相信文，所以隔天玲在休息时候想到文的课室找他。她已经不顾人家看到自己和文在一起会说什么，她只要弄清楚，文是否只爱她一个。

文刚解释好一个数学题给一位女同学，正想去吃东西。不料，女同学在起来时不小心钩到脚，差一点跌倒。幸好文及时扶着那女生的手，否则她肯定受伤。
但在文把双手握着女生的手的那一刻，玲在窗户外看见了。他们再一次四目接触，可是这次不是甜蜜暧昧，而是伤心于无奈。

玲含着眼泪向前跑，也不知要跑到哪儿。文马上追上去，也明白了为什么昨晚没接到玲的电话。
文已经在她后面了
　　文：“请你相信我，我喜欢的人是你，不会对不起你的”。
　　玲：“我应该相信你，还是相信我自己的眼睛？”

ROT + SLACK

2007-04-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

WAH...totally sian. i now in sch library rotting, bcos my 1st 2hr lesson of the smemster was cancelled. so now i have to rot until lunch comes n my lecture...sian...
WHY do this to me 1st thing of the sem, HAIYO. but then lets look forward to a better dae tml :D.....end off here...i can go think bout my part 3 hahaha.....

later..until then

New show + broke

2007-04-21T02:21:00.000+08:00

wah 2dae spend like siao...5 shirts at 1 go and my hair dryer...total cost like more than a hundred.....
n wah im watching zhuan jiao*yu dao ai....super nice....omg...its lyk, i jus watched b4 writing this post n now very emotionally unstable cos the story is lyk .... go watch it urself n u noe haha
so i'll end here
bye n nitez

YAY! went out again

2007-04-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out wif boon hoe, party world at orchard again...haha. But then before and after that ktv session, we were lyk loitering around orchard road, rot until i not familiar with orchard oso know how to go where liao. Too bad my thorat wasn't feeling too well yerstadae so nv sing well....sianZZZ....n today...ITS HURTS LYK SHIT!----my throat.
Then we went to LOOK for places to haf dinner and we LOOKED for like 1hr before going to Lido KFC..hehe
So after tt, we FIND something to do so tt can kill time since its so early...onli lyk 8+ . My fault la, haha, dun wan this dun wan tt, in the end...ARCADE!!!
lagi best was at orchard MRT when going hme gt 2 gals comes ask us if wan to buy pen from them, its similar to the yellow ribbon project 1 la. I was so tired tt i yi kou ju jue saying i bought liao..which was true k, a week ago la...haha..im evil(sobz). THEN, BH " ni zen me ke yi zhe yang ju jue ren jia"...make me so guily sia...haha
Anyway it was very fun! ^^

第一次恋爱－Part 2

2007-04-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

第一次恋爱－Part 2

“文，我是玲，很惊讶吧。我是从纶那儿得到你的号码。你这一个月来都常常出现在我身边，我当然也注意到你。我想了很久，不知要不要发这则简讯，最终还是按了“传送”。不知道是自己得错觉还是是真的，我喜欢上你了，相信你对我也有好感。非常期待你的回复”。

文读了那则简讯后，他愣在那儿整整五分钟。反复读了好几遍，不敢相信自己眼前所看到的。然后突然对自己笑了笑，想想要怎么回复玲。不想让玲等太久，因此就写了这一段话传回她：

“收到你的SMS，我真的非常惊讶，但也很高兴。因为我打从一见到你，我就喜欢上你了。都是我不好，怕害羞，所一都没有对你说。我想问。。。请问你可以和我在一起吗？”。

发了简讯的文心里非常矛盾，不晓得是否做对了选择。必竟，他们只是中学生而已。文还胡思乱想，以为这只是同学和他开的玩笑。收到文的回复，玲喜上眉梢，回了这一句话：

“当然可以！我们明天学校见”。

就这样，世上有多了一对恋人，多了一份感情。这小两口当晚简直开心到睡不着觉，期待着明天的到来。可是，他们懂的怎么应付爱情吗？

隔天早上，文比平时早点出门，想到玲每次下车的巴士车站等她，然后一起走去学校。可是，当文下车时，竟然看到玲坐在车站那儿。

文：“你怎么会在这儿？我原本想到你下车的车站等你，没想到你居然会在着儿”。
玲：“我大概也猜到了，所以就比你早一步来这里等你。我们一起走去学校吧，反正现在那么早，没什么人，不怕被同学说”。

腼腆的文，温柔的玲，一起肩靠着肩走去上学。这种暧昧初恋，真是让人感到羡慕，所只羡鸳鸯不羡仙。可是不久后，对文来说，人间地狱的事就快要发生了。

－待续－
G: Hi,this is the 2nd part. It may not be good but its my work, haha, pls do give ur comments so that i can see where to improve.thanx...pls wait for my part 3

第一次恋爱 -Part 1

2007-04-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

第一次恋爱 -Part 1

每个男生都会想着他的初恋女友会是怎样的？每个女生都会想着他的初恋男友会是怎样的？每个青少年都会想着自己的初恋会是怎样的，是酸，甜，苦，还是辣。

文和玲是同校，隔壁班的同学，也是学校乐队的成员。中三新分班时，当文第一眼见到玲，就一见钟情。于是，文把着件事告诉了自己的好友，也是大他们一年级的乐队学长，纶。但是纶，反常地对着件事情没什么兴趣，因此，他们不在提这事。

害羞的文不敢对玲表白，所以借用了日常生活中的小事来讨好玲，希望能被玲注意到。例如，见到她在休息时间，手抓着头发赶功课，就向前帮她。教她那些她不会做的，有时还会帮她改正那些所做错的。有时见到玲双手抱满课本，就马上帮她拿到课室去。

就这样，一个月过了，玲是否有开始注意到文哪？文也不管这么多了，他默默的在一旁想尽方法让自己靠近玲，想要无时无刻都在玲的身边。守候着的文进入了进退两难的状态，不知要不要对玲表白。想对她说，却不敢。不对她说，又不甘心，因为文实在太喜欢玲了。

想了好几个晚上，过了好几个孤独的黑暗。就在这一天晚上，他的手机突然响起。文的朋友不多，所以很少人会找他。但今晚，他收到了一则简迅，想看是谁传来的，但又不认得那个号码。
文往下读了SMS,

"文，我是玲。。。

－待续－

G: this is the 1st part of my story, well it might be lame for some people i dunno. but haha gimme comments n try nt to be too hard on me. The story might not be good, but i really do appreciate those ppl hu haf the patience to read. The SMS in the story is not complete...so wait for my part 2. ^^

1st post

2007-04-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

well,hi everyone, this is my very 1st post and erm...hope it can better hahaha
pls look forward to one of my stories, nt real of cos, but erm..its my chu nu zuo(virgin creation) muahahahah...titled:"1st love<< 第一次恋爱 >> "